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i still don't have my art supplies back, the only reason why i'm writing here instead of anywhere else is that my friends that i know personally just don't care or don't understand.
i'm crying right now.
i went to eat supper, and my step-father was mad at my mother, just because the grocery store ran out of the steak he wanted and my mom bought something else for supper.
i confronted him, asking him why was he mad about such a small thing. the argument escalated into something worse. When my step-father walked away, my mother [who was frustrated and wanted an answer to the question i had asked him] threw her fork [which almost hit me, but i know she didn't mean to throw it at me] and the steak that was on it flew backward and hit him in the head.
he just continued to walk off.
i stopped eating and came back up here.
i don't wanna go downstairs for the rest of the night.
i want my drawing stuff back, and i wish that we lived somewhere else.
i'm still crying, and prolly will be all night.
i'll try to find something to draw with and post it up here.

I'm BACK!

Sorry for being away for such a long time... But now I'm back again and I give you a picture....... Made with mouse >__<;; I suck at that, but I tried... ^___^;

Here it is, Kisame, drawn in Photoshop 7.0 with mouse... Not too good, but not bad either... And I'm sorry for not giving you anything more great after being away for so long ;___; I'm a bad person....

seriously PO'D

GAH-DAMMIT! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! *foams at mouth* sorry, I had to get that out. >_< no art today. I would have had something up today if it wasn't for my @!#$%^$&*(^%! step-dad. for those of you who have an actuall dad or actuall stepdad or don't have to deal with a dad at all; consider yourself very lucky. I'd rather have no dad at all, like i did when i was 9-11, then having a half-assed, money-obsessed, penny-pincher, abusive bastard-of-a-stepfather like I do now. anyways, he unplugged the computer I am now (which my dear mother pluged back in for me when he went to work :D), took all my drawing supplies (tablet, markers, pens & pencils, etc., etc.), then attempted to steal my laptop from me, but I got it back (by following him, crawling on the floor, shoving him aside (i'm a tiny person, but surprisingly strong), then reaching under his bed to grab my laptop). He yelled at me and told me I couldn't have it but I gave him the explanation that, "It's always on and if it's not connected to the charger it will die then i'll have to wait like 3 hours to charge it again" (which is not a lie) so yeah...i have no means to draw. i'm prolly gonna buy a temporary notebook and he didn't find my favourite pencil cause I hid it, and i'll draw using that. oh yeah, and he did all that for no reason at all. Anyways, this is getting long. I'll try to have something up by tomorrow if I can get a notebook. -__-

The Notorious B.L.U.E.

god, i pray to god that I won't have that big of boobs when I get to be older. D:

okay, kinda typing this with my right hand (i'm left-handed)...why? because of the freakin' retarded drawin' you see above. D': man, this sucks. hmm, well if you're gonna comment on it here, please FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, FOR THE SAKE OF MY SANITY comment on it http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/52603140/

there. please, i worked all day on it, and I swear to god I won't be able to draw for a month now. TTwTT i hope you can tell who it is. 0_0 when i showed it to my mom, (OF COURSE) the first thing she noticed were the breasts. yeah okay, i know they're oversized, but i felt like drawing big boobs. :D nothin' wrong with that...at least, I hope not.

okay, i'm gonna go give my hand a break now. T_T

INSERT TITLE HERE

okay, wait. *stares at drawing posted* *grabs lighter* *torches it* Okay, that's better. X] Um, just to point out a few things, her breasts are supposed to be kinda see-through, cause she's pulling down on the bottom of her shirt, and I guess she's kinda perky right now, so that's why the nipples are kinda "showing". Okay, I cleared that up. XD And, just ignore meh retarded chibis. Kay? Okay. Well, I do have one deviation up right now, I'm assuming that since it's not Naruto/Akatsuki-related that's why there are no comments. :( actually, I kinda get that on ALL my deviations...do I suck, or do I suck? Has anyone felt like the first year they were on deviantART they had to kiss a lot of ass just to get any comments? Not saying I feel like I have to/do kiss your guys' ass. I'm just saying like, deviants you're not really "friends" with...gah, just ignore me. i don't have any drawin' skills at all. D: I can't believe a radio station actually wanted my art. <___< I keep listening to the song "Young and Hopeless" by Good Charlotte; it describes me PERFECTLY. Good Charlotte, all of those dudes, are my fu***** heroes. :3 Anyways, there might be yuri or yaoi next time. I kinda feel like drawing lots of boobs (O_O wtf? XD) so prolly yuri.

i have PMS and a gun, any questions?

ignore the title. i'm not really PMSing. D:

http://i3.tinypic.com/2nkrsld.jpg

crappy paint doodle. not akatsuki related so i put a link, kay?

it says "anger" and you pronounce that as: "ah tah lee woe he sss dee".

it's Cherokee. for those of you who do not know WHO the Cherokee are, go here: http://www.cherokee.org/

aaaand before you know it, you'll know alllllllll about my people.

perhaps you haven't heard of the Cherokee, (I'm one of them) but I'm sure you've heard of Native Americans or as non-native americans say (which most native americans (including me) HATE when people say this) "indians".

so yeah. I'm a Native American.

what sucks is that the native americans are the only race of people in America that are living on reservations.

there's no european reservations, or african american reservations; only native american reservations.

anyways, i'm NOT going to get into my beliefs about how the Native Americans are still an opressed people and blah blah blah.........

*cough*

i'm hungry i want some fry bread. D:

anyways about the drawing. well, there was more to it but....*COUGH* * HACK* *COUGH* let's just say that part didn't work out. XDDDDD mmmm.....yeah. okay. well, i'm prolly gonna go back to bed, then later head back up to the hospital to check on my mom. they are keeping her another day. -_-

for those who don't know what happened, she had a stroke [not her first one either! & it's because of her cancer] in walgreens so the employees there called my step-dad and the paramedics, while i sat on the floor trying to figure out what happened. and TODAY they've decided they are gonna keep her another day. so i'm all alone in the house, my stepdad went to work and he doesn't care about me anyways so yeah...i don't really know how to cook, and were out of things like cereal, like things you don't have to cook. so yeah i'm pretty much starving, freezing, and lonely. =[

kay, well i better get a quick nap before i go back up to the hospital.

it's a long ways away from where i live and I can't drive yet, so i have to either wait for my stepdad or i could just ride my bike there but i think i would freeze before i even made it halfway. TTwTT

god i'm lonely. D:<

Hi! XD

Omfg, sorry I've been gone from deviantART and this blog.

I've been busy with school, then I got sick. ;_;

I'm not making up excuses! XD

Anyways, I do have art today, but it's someting kinda old.

I don't feel like drawing today. TTwTT

Plus, I don't think I'll have time.

So here you go! ^^; (It's un-finished too!)

Okay. XD

Anyways, I've been busy with school. I did get my tests from Friday back though.

I got an B+ in Math [I don't know HOW XD]

An A+ in Science [again, I don't know how that happened. X3]

And, a B+ in Polictical Science. [0_0] [i hate that subject...and math....and science...and school. D:]

I'm cold, rawr. >.<

*random*

I've been listening to The GazettE's "Filth in the Beauty" over and over again.

I love it.

Yaz, need to listen to it. >D

http://krisberniedo.imeem.com/video/3UOc4iOU/the_gazette_filth_in_the_beauty/

there you go, that's where it's at. >D

I absolutely adore GazettE. :D

Well, I gotta go.

My mom's up and she's making me get off. :[

No time to comment today, sorry. :[

But I've seen everything I've missed and I love it all!!

I'll try to get on here and deviantART more often, I promise~!!!!

In school I don't study... >___>;

Here's the result of what I do in school...

In cultural lesson in computer class...

Done with Open Canvas.

I just wanted to try out how would Itachi look like with eyeglasses and I think he's kind of hot XD Oh, I draw this with schools damn crappy mouse so he may look like some SH*T, but well, who cares. I still like him.

He just looks a bit young, don't you think so too...? O.o Or is it just meh?

Done in psychology lesson...

I hate Sasuke... >___>;

Well, this is something I made because my friend gave me a topic I should draw, the topic was "Broken Sword" and here's the result... I really wish this woulod never EVER happen to Itachi as I hate Sasuke so much and because of him I can't even enjoy the new characters like Suigetsu ;___; Even though Suigetsu's such a cutie... Damn you Sasuke!!

Done in "Eksegetiika ja Hermeneutiikka" lesson...

We have a nice teacher teaching this subject... Old sweet lady who doesn't think I'm a bad person drawing half naked men in her class... So, here's just some random Kisame and Chibi-Iruka in the corner, dying out of nosebleed. XD

Okay, that's all this time...^_____^